Will this ever go away??

I am not sure this mess will ever go away.  I feel like I am the bad guy, I feel like everyone gets to weigh in on my actions. " Excuse me "I was defending myself not attacking anyone.  Did I embarrass him and others maybe so, but it was my turn to say what was on my mind, and it was her turn to hear it. This is not a part I like to play but I am the victim here, me.  I did not start any of this and yet I feel like I am being judged by what people are saying and what they are  not saying.  That huge sigh of relief that left me feeling so good yesterday is gone.  I feel like an outcast. I am way way too old for this.  And I do not lie, or tell bogus stories.

So who knew.....I would be at the bottom of this pile, I did!