Today I had my day in court sort of, I found his working schedule and saw that she was working today, last nite her name came up and it just got me all worked up, I have been having a lot of trouble sleeping, being reminded of her each time I go in my bed, then I get nasty,( yes hard to believe I can get nasty) but I do, sometimes that helps me sleep. Instead of going to work I stayed in my car watching and waiting, finally she arrived, I watched her park her vehicle one car from me and I grabbed my keys and got out, I confronted her and told her how much she and him had hurt me, I cried a little, she didn't even know who I was at first. I got everything off my chest, even said some things about him that were not true just to make her question her "love" I told her it is over, she is killing me, she ruined my life how dare she be in my home playing house with my husband. I also told her that as angry as I am I would not involve her friends and husband via facebook. I am afraid he will beat her. I told her if she was unhappy in her marriage she better get out now before there are children. It's over, it's over. I told him what I did and he was so sorry I was put in this position. I am sorry for nothing.
So who knew..... that my day in court would feel so good, I thought I just wanted to see her, but I also wanted her to see me.
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